A last ditch effort

I journeyed this morning in an attempt to find a way to write.

Something to write about and someone to write for.

I saw an old woman and a young girl and a dog. It may have been a wolf since I am reading Women Who Run with the Wolves.

Today, I need to and would like to do the Rose Cleanse.

Yesterday, I drank juice and broth and had a big salad, 3 eggs with spinach and tomatoes for dinner along with some almond butter and dark chocolate. But then I fell asleep and when I woke up I found myself eating Trader Joes dark chocolate peanut butter cups. 8 of them L the day before that I ate a total of 9 eggs.

I am out of control.

I did have a successful enema yesterday. Smelled like an outhouse. I need one today too.

I have been wasting my time if I don’t get started with this.

I am so close. But, I am desperate.

If I don’t do something now I never will.

I am almost 60 years old. My ovaries have dried up. My eyesight is fading FAST!!!

Cataracts are clouding my vision.

It is just over 2 weeks to Thanksgiving.

If I could do a juice fast for 2 weeks it would be a great start.